All that I've seen and felt until today - was I only questioning myself? Nobody knows that; but there's something I've realized. Right now I am breathing here, standing here. For that day when I made my existence feelingless, for the past when I couldn't find the proof that I was alive - I want to say thank you.
The reality in front of my eyes is very oppressing, very violent. But the question is, should I try to escape from it? Or should I smash it into pieces? Until now I've fled from everything. And I was scared of the flow called "time", I was just looking at it as an outsider. But now I will be able to swim in that flow for sure. Forever.
I swiming never in sleeping. My never dream.
君から与えられた物語、終わりを君と迎え
きみからあたえられたものがたりおわりをきみとむかえ
Kimikara ataerareta monogatari, owario kimito mukae
The story given by you, ended with us meeting
I swiming never in sleeping. my never dream.
君から求められた物語 終りを君に変えて
きみからもとめられたものがたりおわりをきみにかえて
Kimikara motomerareta monogatari owario kimini kaete
You changed the ending of the story you requested
Will be end this story? Not,understand.
今なら許せる此処から君は一人じゃない 歩んで来た過去に手を振るけど
いまならゆるせるここからきみわひとりじゃないあゆんできたかこにてをふるけど
Ima nara yuruseru kokokara kimiwa hitori janai ayunde kita kakoni tewo furukedo
If you can forgive now, you won’t be alone from this point onwards, even though you waved to the past.
今なら許せる最後の言葉 胸の傷は癒されて消えてゆき手を振るでしょう
いまならゆるせるさいごのことあむねのきぜわいやされてきえてゆきてをふるでしょう
Ima nara yuruseru saigono kotoba munenokizu wa iyasarete kiete yuki tewo furu deshou
If you can forgive now, the last words would probably heal the wounds on your chest, as you wave to the disappearing snow.
I swiming never in sleeping. My never dream.
君から与えられた物語、終わりを君と迎え
きみからあたえられたものがたり、おわりをきみとむかえ
Kimikara atarareta monogatari, owariwo kimito mukae
The story given by you, ended with us meeting
I swiming never in sleeping. My never dream.
君から求められた物語 終りを君に変えて
きみからもとめられたものがたりおわりをきみにかえて
Kimikara motomerareta monogatari owariwo kimini kaete
You changed the ending of the story you requested
Will be end this story? Not,understand.
Goodbye 過去の傷 過去の僕
Goodbye かこのきずかこのぼく
Goodbye kakonokizu kakonoboku
Goodbye Scars of the past the self of my past
Goodbye 過去の涙 過去の想い
Goodbye かこのなみだかこのおもい
Goodbye kakononamida kakonoomoi
Goodbye Tears of the past Feelings of the past
Goodbyeこれ以上 耐えられない
Goodbye これいじょうたえられない
Goodbye kore ijou taerarenai
Goodbye I cannot take this any more
Goodbye ありがとう またね
Goodbye ありがとうまたね
Goodbye arigatou matane
Goodbye Thank you See you
Kanji by rashin
Romanji by rashin
Translation by himura and kisaki